All entries for Wednesday 27 July 2005
July 27, 2005
im giving up… my bed is calling me i'll be home soon my dear bed...wait up for meeeeee
it is 00:53 exactly… on the 27/7/2005… my eyelids are dropping, ive eaten two packets of crisps and a handful of candies in the past half an hour (a definite no-no to my diet plan which I just started today sigh so much for self-discipline) and I'm freezing cold stuck in Learning Grid
Hmm maybe stuck isn't the right word as I do have the choice to leave this place if I wanted to — but right now, it's not about what I want, it's about what I need.. or a combination of both: I want my Masters, so I need to sit here in LG and work on my dissertation (another) sigh
I've found out the hardway that I've made my room sooooo comfortable that I can no longer be productive in there. I'll end up either sleeping, eating, watching some series or just end up surfing the Internet (finding and reading some interesting articles but none that I could show to my supervisor!).. so here I am, sitting in LG, hoping that by being surrounded by all these hard-working people (well, at least I think they are, only God and the CCTV people will know what they actually are doing on the computer) will somehow push me to be one of them… maybe by breathing the same air, or some electrical/mechanical/etc waves sent from their brains will jolt and awaken mine to start producing supervisor-approved materials!
….it is now 1:09 am. C'mon Asti, one final push, just finish reading one more article then I'll treat myself to a new top (courtesy of my friend Hareesh, but that's another story)
click here to see what I think captures most fully my dissertation angst