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Reading reading reading

My Owl syndrome’s getting worse. I sleep at around 6am and woke up at 10am, do some reading till noon and have a nap till 3pm and I study, read, reply mails straight till 6am… Got it bad mak mak

I’m talking to Tor, who’s been missing home so much. I know living alone in Germany’s tough… especially when you’ll be away from home for a long long time (like me)... remember we’ve still got one another na

Exy makes me wanna meditate more… I tried this morning before I went to bed but could not do it right… just five minutes and it seemed like ages…

Meditation makes me calm… this afternoon before exy and note called, I tried again… thanks for exy jing jing na… I’ll try to demolish my “atta” or “ego” and make it as a mission in life…

Exy and Note are going to a Hiphop party down at the student’s union but I think I’d rather not… gotta discipline myself by finishing the reading materials of my core course… got another 100 pages or so and got 3 books to finish duay… I don’t mean to be “Tor-lae” na (the word that we teach our flatmate) but I really need to get it done so that I can have time to pray and meditate more… I really need peace. Sometimes I get so cranky that I don’t wanna do anything but shut myself in the room and study… I’m trying to destroy the “tosa” or “anger”... very very hard to do… once I can get rid of that, I’m sure that my ego will be destroyed bit by bit but still it’s a long way to go…

Just wanna tell you all that you’re in my thoughts and my prayers na.

Signing off now,
me

: 03 Nov 2006 21:10 |  Tags: Union |  Comments (4) |  Close comments |  Report a problem