Identity Crisis

It’s after 2am on a Friday night in the Easter holidays, yet I am lying in bed in my room at uni after finishing reading a chapter about the monetary system in Europe in the 1800s. This really upsets me. I think I’m having an identity crisis as people have told me I didn’t used to be like this, but I cannot recall such a time. I know that I used to be funny though, and that I used to have so many friends that I found it a struggle to keep up with them all, and that I was so busy having a life I didn’t have time to study, but I only know this due to tangible evidence, such as photos and diary entries. I have no actual recollection of such carefree times. Humpf. I am so tired yet I can’t sleep. Is anyone else suffering from such revision-related effects? I mean, any effects, e.g. you’re a loser, you’re more of a loser, you’re aging prematurely, it’s been so long since you were integrated into society that you now acutually have a phobia of socialising? Just wondering. Anyway, I should probably try and sleep. I wonder if finals are like child birth, and you forget the horror of them as soon as you’ve sat that last exam…

: 29 Mar 2008 02:23 |  Comments (0) |  Report a problem